My Kayaking Expedition

Yesterday I went on a NUS kayaking expedition to the northern islands of Singapore, with Fish. (Haha, and nope, I unfortunately did not see any real fishes... my friends saw some flying fishes though... ai ya, I'm just blind. Haha). Our route was roughly the one in pink. =) By the way, the water was super-duper-fantabulous-ly dirrrrty. I think it was shit everywhere. *pukez*

Before the rain

At first, it was totally burning and I was soaking myself in sunblock, because I was already burnt from the previous One Star kayaking course. Then later, on the way back (the green part of the route), the weather became pretty bad. The sky was dark, the waters were super choppy, the winds were torrential, there was thunder and lightning all around us, and the rain was crazy! We could hardly see ahead of us!!! But, oh man, the adrenaline rush was fantastic.

Just before the rain

Fish and I were paddling like crazy women. Haha... all the way we were like "go Go GO!" and "LEFT, RIGHT, LEFT, RIGHT" (like dragonboaters. HAha) And, to psycho ourselves, we went "Come on! ONE MILLION DOLLARS!!!" Haha... we were pretending that we were part of the Amazing Race. HAHAHaha.

It was a great experience. Plus we had the satisfaction of being the second team (first girl term) to reach the shore... Muahahaha. =)

Cinderella

You know, with God, Cinderella's "happily ever after" ending is not just a fairytale. It is possible. Because God is an eternal being, and He has promised His children that when the time comes, we'll spend eternity, full of joy, together with Him. That's the wonderful thing He has promised us, and God never breaks His promise. Just look to the rainbow - did you know the rainbow symbolises God's promise to Noah? In the same way, it reminds us of God's promises to us.

So even though sometimes we feel like the clock has struck midnight and the dance is over. Just remember, out there, God's promise of the "happily ever after" remains, and the rainbow still comes after the rain. :)

"And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose."

Romans 8:28

My Last Words... HAHAHA

At 1 p.m will be my final paper for this semester... RAh!
Then it's over for now.

Phew... Thank God I cried for nothing!

Yay!!! There was a "common pool" place for me... so now I can go Helsinki!!!
Thank God I cried for nothing. Haha. :)

Sob :(

Someone wants to fight with me for Helsinki... (after I've totally set my heart on it) It's so saddening... His CAP is 0.05 higher than mine... I'll lose. :'(

Jennifer and Adrian's Wedding

~Sighs~ Wad a lovely wedding... almost exactly what I'd want if I were to get married!

Let me start from the "Hen Night" - the night where people just come to eat to supposed celebrate the last moments of singlehood of the bride. Haha... I think it's more to help her pass time... it was fun being with her that night, with her maid of honour (Janet, her sister) and her three other bridesmaids (actually she had FIVE, haha, but only 3 stayed over).

Then the next morning was a whirlwind of activities!!! We woke up super early at 6am to bathe and prepare for the groom to come. They arrived super on time, and we girls had quite a good time playing around with them before letting them in. Haha. Chui Mun made Adrian answer questions and if he got them wrong, one of his groomsman had to eat chilli padi! Haha, so poor thing. And then when the ten questions were over, all of them had to eat of a bunch of bananas. And then, for the last obstacle, one of the groomsman had to be "wax-ed", HAHAHAHa with making tape.

The church wedding was beautiful... even I was tearing already. Haha. So sweet lo... *dreamy eyed* HAha.

The yum cha and dinner was held at the hotel.... *ahem* the FIVE star MARRIOTT hotel... oh man, it was so super duper wonderfully beautiful and magical! It was like a whole different fantasy place inside there lo. Haha, that's how grand it was.

Jen bought her own wedding gown which is very very beautiful and costs RM3000, the flowers she held costs RM200, her hair and makeup stylist cost RM1000, each table at Marriott costs RM1000 and she had 60 tables... oh man... and the lists goes on... and I realise that I've sidetracked to $$ issues... HAhaha... my jaw dropped when I found out the costs...

Anyway, to end it all... my cousin just made me feel like getting married. HAHAHAHAHAHA.

Newcastle or Helsinki?

I gotta decide on where I want to go for my Student Exchange Programme (SEP)!!!
Argh!!! Now trying to decide between going to United Kingdom and Finland... Which one should I pick???

Psalm 73

**So Blessed Today**
Thank you for Ps100 and thank you Fishie for your msg! :)

Psalm 73 (New Living Translation)
A psalm of Asaph.

1 Truly God is good to Israel,
to those whose hearts are pure.

2 But as for me, I came so close to the edge of the cliff!
My feet were slipping, and I was almost gone.

3 For I envied the proud
when I saw them prosper despite their wickedness.

4 They seem to live such a painless life;
their bodies are so healthy and strong.

5 They aren't troubled like other people
or plagued with problems like everyone else.

6 They wear pride like a jeweled necklace,
and their clothing is woven of cruelty.

7 These fat cats have everything
their hearts could ever wish for!

8 They scoff and speak only evil;
in their pride they seek to crush others.

9 They boast against the very heavens,
and their words strut throughout the earth.

10 And so the people are dismayed and confused,
drinking in all their words.

11 "Does God realize what is going on?" they ask.
"Is the Most High even aware of what is happening?"

12 Look at these arrogant people--
enjoying a life of ease while their riches multiply.

13 Was it for nothing that I kept my heart pure
and kept myself from doing wrong?

14 All I get is trouble all day long;
every morning brings me pain.

15 If I had really spoken this way,
I would have been a traitor to your people.

16 So I tried to understand why the wicked prosper.
But what a difficult task it is!

17 Then one day I went into your sanctuary, O God,
and I thought about the destiny of the wicked.

18 Truly, you put them on a slippery path
and send them sliding over the cliff to destruction.

19 In an instant they are destroyed,
swept away by terrors.

20 Their present life is only a dream
that is gone when they awake.
When you arise, O Lord,
you will make them vanish from this life.

21 Then I realized how bitter I had become,
how pained I had been by all I had seen.

22 I was so foolish and ignorant--
I must have seemed like a senseless animal to you.

23 Yet I still belong to you;
you are holding my right hand.

24 You will keep on guiding me with your counsel,
leading me to a glorious destiny.

25 Whom have I in heaven but you?
I desire you more than anything on earth.

26 My health may fail, and my spirit may grow weak,
but God remains the strength of my heart;
he is mine forever.

27 But those who desert him will perish,
for you destroy those who abandon you.

28 But as for me, how good it is to be near God!
I have made the Sovereign LORD my shelter,
and I will tell everyone about the wonderful things you do.

Hahaha... My old room

Today I'm going to have a test at 6pm...

BUT I'm feeling so sian now...
So I went to browse at my picture collection and came across my old RH room pictures... hahaha. Then I figured, why not just share it with everyone. Haha.

My room & the view I get once I stepped out of it... Last year.

(this year, I just see a wall. HAHAHHA)

Rest well, thank you

To speak in the silence of my heart

To bemoan the harsh whisper

To steel the sudden frailty

To await the moment

Till hope arises yonder

"Thank you... rest well... that's all I ask for"

:::The KL Pictures:::

~Jo Anne, Edelene, Me, Jasmine, Low San~

Redang Pictures!!! Thanks to our dearest Edelene-ee!!

My Fantastic Redang Trip... you made it great... love ya all lots!

Happy12Friends:

Ah Ma, Ma Ma, Nai Ma,

Da Jie, Me, Si Mei, Liu Mei, Qi Mei, Ba Mei, Jiu Mei

(Not present in pic: Er Jie, Wu Mei, Xiao Mei)

Yi Zhuany, Tonky Oh, Yiyore, Khai Wen, Chuan Hui, Mary Anne

Super clear waters!

Back to Childhood




A Romantic Serene Moment

Chill!

Bola More-la!

Sleepy Blue Morning

Before the Big Dive

Heads Out!







Find the couple. HAha

Legs Out!

Say Cheese in the Sea :)



Play and eat, Eat and play!

Answer to the Eating Chicken

Actually, it's just a lame thing... haha.
Translate "Eating Chicken" into Chinese and you'll get chi ji which means excitement...

Faintz? Haha

Eating Chicken

What's that? (You may ask)

That's excitment! Haha. Think about it.

Credit goes to Daryl Lim Zhiyang for coming up with this.

HAHAHAHahahaha.

The day that I try to be philosophical

Let's say I had a lovely plant... and I took great care of it. And I loved it.

But then one day, let's say it withered and became ugly and was on the verge of dying, would I still love it?

Let's say I do still love it, but then why do I? Is it because of the effort that I put into taking care of it? Is that why I still love it? Or is it because fundermentally deep down I do love it whether or not I took care of it?

Hmm... nature vs nurture.

(Haha, me trying to be philosophical)

Why can't I control myself?

Once upon a time (yesterday), there lived a girl (me). And on one particular evening, she was going to get two new things! One, a new pair of spectacles. Two, a new pair of contact lens. And she did receive them... it is always nice to receive new things.

Then later, during dinner... something happened. Her new lovely white bag (just only given to her last Saturday) suffered at the hands of a careless coffeeshop cleaner, who practically poured an entire concoction of gross liquid (probably a mixture of coke, sauce, oil and whatever disgusting black leftover liquid you can think of) on her poor poor new bag. She was furious! And glared at anything and everything, and anger overwhelmed her tiny heart.

Then her father spoke to the supervisor, requesting for a compensation. A deal was made... she give over the bag, and they pay $35 (the cost of the bag) in return. Then she went from anger, to helplessness. As she took out her things and placed them into a plastic bag, she uncontrollably started to cry... cry very hard... in public. Which is ridiculous. But yet what is done cannot be undone.

In the end, a new deal was made. The supervisor gave them $25, and they kept the bag.

A big fiasco over a small mole hill simply because of sentiment and emotional attachment. Ridiculous is the word of the day.

Exercise galore!

On Thursday I finally got down to exercising (not counting the two floorball tryouts which I sadly couldn't make it into the 3rd round... yet it's good that I didn't. As Pearl will say: dilemmic dilemma. Haha).

So what did I do? Crazily... I ran, then played hockey, then on Friday morning I tried tennis for the first time (with Daryl the No1! haha, Steven and Yvonne)...

Running -
felt great! My love-hate relationship for running is rekindled once again. Haha

Hockey -
felt weird... haha have not played for so long... and sustained tons of injuries... bruised toe, left ankle and right calf... the power of the hockey ball.

Tennis -
fun! Haha, although I can't swing very naturally... oh well, with practice perhaps I can get better... after all, I have the excuse of being a newbie. Haha.


So now, after all that exercise... *drum rolls*
I have butt ache, thigh ache, toe ache, ankle ache, arm ache,sunburn. :P

The BIG 20! Hahaha. Happy bday to me (HAHA)

Haha! I'm super happy! Haha... like Fishie said... I must be the happiest girl today (Actually it's technically yesterday) !!! Haha

It's my 20th birthday... that looks so old! My cakes had only two big candles on them. Geez. HAha... compared to last year, where I had one big and nine small ones! Haha... more fun.

Anyway, I want to thank all my dearest friends around me who have been part of my life... each of you are in my "friend-basket" (Mel Mel will understand this) even if we don't meet up often ya?

God - Loves me forever and ever

Family - Papa Mama Bro loves me very much!

Church gals - You all are wonderful! Family!

Fish - You are wonderful... very important in my life. A God-placed sister to walk through sunshine and storms with me.

Joel & Gabriel - For an unexpected and greatly loved and appreciated gift!

Happy12Friends (including the guys) - I love your surprises! Thank you so much for the effort in planning it. Hall would be nothing without you all! ~hugs~

ISE FrenZ - For your surprise-me-while-I'm-sleeping stunt

Yvonne, Mel, Li Min, Grace - You all are such dear friends to me ya?

My cousins - For remembering! You're so sweet!

To all, whether mentioned or not, a BIG thankqewie from me! *smilez*

Welcome to the MAdNEsS

Good grief...

Just the second week of school... and things are preeeettty crazy at the moment.

1. I got a cold... now still recovering from it
2. Celebrated Jo's bday today! Woo hoo! Happy 21th BDAY! We doused her in water and shaving foam... muahahaha.
3. Went out wif Yvonne and got Daryl's present... and got myself a present from them (go figure). So now I've got a new pair of sandals!
4. Got my iPod shuffle!!! A gift from my Ah Pa. :)
5. Sleeping still <8hrs...>
6. Going to go out alot for the next few days... I better make sure I do my tutorials soon... argh. Haha.

Jump JUMP!

Some jumping pictures from Church Camp 05 at Port Dickson... haha, cool huh?

The guys

The girls

Tomorrow it stArTs

Yup... all my "da4 ji4 hua4"s (translation: big plans) starts tomorrow.

shen3 qian2 da ji hua a.k.a. financial saving plan
jian3 fei2 da ji hua a.k.a. lose weight, diet, keep fit
planhao3 hao1 du2 shu1 da ji hua a.k.a study
planup spiritual health da ji hua a.k.a quiet time, try to go to prayer meeting

I CAN DO IT!!!!!!

Did you know...?

Did you know that God loves me?
Did you know that God comforts me?
Did you know that God rejoices with me?
Did you know that God gives me meaning and purpose in my life?
Did you know that God is the God of all hope, my hope?
Did you know that God gave His life for me through Jesus?
Did you know that I'm worth that much to Him?

Do you know that God loves you too?




I love this song:

AMAZES ME

On my knees
I bow down
Sing about the Healer
And the hope I've found

You took my tears
Took my shame
Washed them all away

Your love shines down
On this heart of mine
Lead me to the waters of eternal life

I once was lost
But now I'm found
It's a brand new day

CHORUS:
Your love
It amazes me
Your love
Is lifting me

Higher than I
Can possibly dream
Your love amazes me

BRIDGE:
Hallelujah Your love amazes me

The No Name Entry Part 2

Sighs...
everyone just assumes I'm talking about guys.
Hah.
It may not be guys hor...
*secret smile*
But I wonder...
why not A?



(P.S. Editor's note: This was done when I'm feelin' tired and a bit irritated.)

My RoOm

I love my room! I guess it's cos for once it's my very own room. It's simple and cosy! Think I really really love my room. :)

And... I'm hoping that perhaps I can now sleep more... Actually I'll love to sleep 10 hours everyday like what I've been doing for the past 3 months... But, I shall not be greedy... I'll be happy with 8 hours... forcefully grateful if I get 6 hours... horribly irritated if the number gets any lower. Haha.

Shopping, Spree-ing, Splurging

GooOOoOoOd Grief.

I bought so many things in the span of two days. On friday I bought an OP T-shirt and slippers. On sunday I bought three skirts, a PMK T-shirt and a sash.

Die... let me prepare to starve for the next few weeks... heh.

But I certainly super enjoyed myself with Mel Mel and Yvonne! =)
(P.S. They spent ALOT too! Haha)

The Island, Ewan McGregor and Haagen Daaz Vanilla Peacan is GREAT!

The title speaks for itself. Haha.

The No Name Entry

A - Good looking, youthful, funny, great smile and great company
B - Cute, older, funny and great smile
C - Interesting, nice, great company
D - Irritating, but ok once in a long while

Which would you choose?



(Editor's Note: This was done when I was super sian... and tired.)

"Lau Pok Pok" but at least it's a Single

I had room balloting yesterday... WHAT A STRESSFUL EVENT SIA! Hahaha... cos we were trying to get rooms next or at least close to each other... but with our pathetic points... you get the gist! Hahaha. But still, at least all's well now.

I got a room just beside Pinx! That's great! Cos we're like still "roomies" except that we have our own rooms now. But I must say our rooms are quite old... old cupboards, rusty towel hanger, squeeky bed... haha... BUT better than nothing lah! Besides, at least the mattress is completely new! Yay!!! Hahaha. I'm gonna be it's first! Heh heh heh. And another thing! My room number is now 3A-204.... and guess what? My old room number was 3-204!! Cool huh? *GrinZ*

And SUDDENLY, block three is like so popular... all the noisy big cliques are like here... It's gonna be a rowdy stay I think... unless suddenly everyone converts and becomes muggers. Hahaha. (Hey, it's possible k! Hahaha)

Sentosa over and over again... Good grief

As the name suggests.... I've been to Sentosa so many times since my last entry!!! Threeeeeeeeee times to be exact! Argh... oh well. Hahaha I guess I'm really making full use of my Islander Card. Haha.

So anyway, today I went with Siew Ling, Evelyn, Dorcas and Jeanette... And it rained super heavily at first! Pretty cool actually. And unfortunately... today was also the dry run for Engin O Week AND Arts O Week... so there were like tons of NUS students. Geez. But who cares! Hahaha, cos I enjoyed the company of my St John frenz! It was like walking in "let's speak Chinese world" again... Hahaha.

And oh YA! Every one said I'm tan. Muahaha! Success finally!!! Tanning oil everyday in Redang and yet I remain in fair-zone, but just one CAC outing at Sentosa and it converts me to tan-mode. Amazing. Who wants to get tan??? Go join CAC camp. Haha.

More outings again!

YAY!!! I enjoyed today with my momma! Hahaha, she and I went to Seoul Garden today... hahaha, where I ate my breakfast, lunch and dinner combined into one! Haha... cos we started eating at 1.30pm... and ate and ate till 4pm! (Btw, I think I ate 8 small scoops of ice-cream... Muahaha!) And I want to declare: I always love spending time with my momma! *smiles* =)

Then after that I met some of the CAC camp mates to watch Fantastic Four. Hahaha... I guess what? On the train ride with Fabian, I met Joanna! So qiao. And she thinks he's quite cute. Hahaha. Feed his ego man... he's head prob getting bigger. Haha. Anyway, then later at Somerset, I met Sok Gek, Angel and Kai Wen! So qiao part II. Hahaha.

Dream dream dream.... again

Last night, I had a weird WEIRD dream. I dreamt one of my friends died. Sighs. I'm not saying who. But it's a he. Anyway, he was murdered. Gross hor? But don't imagine it as a horror dream... but rather it was weird, cos I didn't feel fear you see. But what I remember quite clearly was thinking "Oh dear... my third friend to pass away? Dearie me..."

So depressing dreams aside, I had a nice lunch and dinner with two different groups of friends today. Didn't spent a lot! Yay! Hahaha. But it's always nice build and strengthen my relationships with my friends around me ya?

Hectic Yesterday and Today... Sorta

Just came back home not long ago... quite tired now, but just wanna update my blog before I "pom-pom" (translation: sleep).

So anyway, yesterday I went Sentosa! Hahaha, again. This time with my CAC Campmates. One hall friend says I'm a beach bum. Haha, sounds weird to me, but I do admit that I love the beach... the sea to be exact. Anyway, it was real nice seeing all of them again. And yeah! Group 2 still retains the title to having the most people present for the Sentosa outing tradition. And oh by the way, I kena burn-ed again. Sighs. Oh well.

Then after that at night I met Ede, Pinx, Jas and Yi Zhuan for supper! (Then stayed over in Ede's house) And I made an amazing discovery! ... that the cheese prata at Thomson is really really nice to eat lor! Yum!

So today I sorta went straight to the rally. For practice and all. Spent more time with Linny! Haha, love her to bits, and hope our sister-ship will blossom. And also got to speak to Jon... whom I discovered is as lame as the rest of that gang. Hahaha.

Today I woke up feeling faint

Ya... I did. Quite scary... it's been a while since I felt faint. But this morning, I really suffered from all the symptoms... first I started to feel a bit giddy, then my ears started to ring and become block, then I started feeling numb and finally my vision started to become very bright. Scary!! Now still feeling a bit wozzy. But thank God I didn't faint... else I would have fainted in the toilet. Argh.

Anyway, maybe it's the result of yesterday... cos yesterday I went to Sentosa to tan... haha, for the first time. Quite relaxing, but strangely super tiring. Probably due to dehydration.

Nua-ing for the first time since my holidays started...

Wow... feels really weird that I actually have nothing on today!!! Think this holiday is nuts for me man... happily nuts. Haha, cos I don't think I can take it if I were to be sitting around at home all the time... I think I have "bee" blood in me! (Hahaha, no pun intended cos my blood type is actually A+)

Anyway, the CAC camp just ended on the 2th (last Sat)... It was super duper tiring man!! But just like the Engin camp, I'm glad to have met new friends, and glad to have spoken more to the 'old ones'. Haha.

I'm glad to have rest today... think I've been in a bad mood on Sunday and Monday... so hopefully all will be well soon. =)

Oh ya, Sunday was super nice... hahaha I was pampered by Kang Xun to a dinner at Olio's (the unglam me having an opportunity to dine in a high-class place. hahaha.), a movie which was a huge disappointment. Please dun watch War of the Worlds... it's super depressing, boring, almost plotless and full of loop holes. It's bad... trust me... but then again, it really depicts the nasty side of mankind. But anyway, cos it was so depressing, we went for dessert!!! hahaha - Haagen Daaz, to drive the blues away. Yum yum!

Happy Birthdays!

My whole week was a WHIRLWIND of activities man... hahaha but this time, because my life is God-centered once again, these activities are no longer meaningless! Woo hoo!

Anyway, just came back from a pretty fun Engin Camp... really glad to have met so many new frenz.

Then this weekend (Sat and Sun respectively) celebrated Junie's and Jermaine's birthdays... HAPPY BIRTHDAY GAL/GUY!!! See, that's why I'm losing my voice!!!! Grrrr... so husky now... hahaha. (Current MSN nick: one camp + two BBQs = losing voice happily) By the way... I kena sabo-ed in during Junie's birthday!!! Hahaha, cos I was cheeky first lah... hahaha initiated all the dunking and caking. Haha. Then I kena back - water, cake and ICE WATER!!! Hahaha, evil friends I have. Haha.

Oh well... tomorrow going for another camp... CAC. Hopefully I don't fall sick... :P and continue to be a bundle of energy! Haha.

my GOD who blessed my soul

Just came back from Church Camp 2005 "Together We Move Forward" in Port Dickson. (Btw it's only my second church camp) Our invited paster was Ps Ian Peters... I think he's great, so funny and yet so grounded in the word of God. Haha.

You know, God is so real! I think this camp means very much to me. I've received and learnt so much from God. Just thinking about it makes me feel like crying. Heehee. That's the degree of gratefulness and wonder I feel towards God's amazing greatness and love!

I think I really recieved so much... feel a bit bad in a way cos I got more... haha. But thank God, and anyway, He knows what He's doing. Haha. So, what did I receive? Just briefly:

1. Healing (Yeah!!!)
2. Anointing of the Holy Spirit in my life to live a life of light, where ever I'm placed in.
3. Forgiveness which I never thought I so so so greatly desired! (Jesus's love is greater, wider, deeper than anything that I can ever imagine... I don't deserve it, but He chose to give it, and in doing so, so greatly touched my heart. -Praise God-)
4. Conviction to want to be Jesus's steward in my home - to mend my relationship with my dad and to strengthen my relationship with my mom and brother

Other than these, I also built some new relationships and strengthen old ones thoughout this camp! Really glad and blessed to have stayed with Junie, Bee Lian, Hong Ling and Xue Fang. =) Think the tertiary sisterhood is great (including those who couldn't go)!!! Thank you gals! And I thank God for being on the committee... cos I got to know people like Bro Allan, Vicky, Bro Lawrence, Melvin, Bao Ling, Sis Pei Ling and more more! I love my church!!! Hahaha. Pardon me for my joy is overflowing. Heehee.

And of course, I had great great GREAT fun! Hahahha. First, my bus ride was so happening! Hahaha... got Kimberly, Yu Feng, Linda, Fish, Lovleen, Joel Liao, Jermaine, Linny, Jac, Sher Ping and more! Think we made too much noise and laughed like crazy Hyenas . HAhahaha. I'm glad to have to know and at least talk to Jermaine a bit more. (And hence the formation of "un-glam" Hahaha) And glad to have met Jac! Haha. And then other than my bus ride... the captain's ball played in water was super crazy!!! So fun!!! And of course, late night suppers and chats and "crazy jumping".

Thank You God, for such a great retreat... for blessing my soul, my heart. Pray I keep my treasure so safely guarded!

A dream in which I panicked

Today I woke up with a great sense of panic. Not really nice experience. Haha, let me share my weird and very vivid dream with you.

I was walking along the path which leads to my house, near the playground there. When I encounted a dog and a cat which looked like a couple. So I thought to myself, how sweet. Haha. Then I realised that they were a couple! Cos two 'kids' of theirs appeared. One looked like a cat with a dog's body and the other a dog with a cat's body. Then I thought, eww, is it possible? And then my next thought was maybe the cat is actually a dog that looks like a cat. HAha. Warpped dream so far? There's more! Haha.

Then as I was walking away, the papa dog ran towards me, and seemed to be nudging me to follow him to a nearby hole they had dug. So I followed. And to my ultimate HORROR, there was a baby (not a new born, maybe a few weeks or a couple of months) buried inside!!! She was unearthed by the dogs. And she wasn't dead, even though she was buried alive. She was crying and vomiting a bit. That's when I really really panicked.

I fumbled for my handphone and dialed 999 immediately with my heart thumping like crazy. Then I almost screamed at my phone because the police only picked it up on the third ring (which is riduculous, cos in reality they pick it up immediately). So as I was stammering out in terror about what I've witnessed, I also reached out for the baby, and attempted to soothe it. Another thought that crossed my mind was that "I know nuts about babies!!! Argh! Wish Yu Yan was here".

So while I waited, I was softly telling the baby girl dearie, it's all right, you're going to be fine, shhh, shhh. As my heart continued to beat crazily. And in my mind I thought, these cat-dogs are amazing, perhaps I should adopt them. (So diao hor?)

Ok, so until about here, I woke up in panic, semi-relief and with a tinge of disappointment. Cos the dream was cut there. I wouldn't know what happened next. And it had to go and end with me feeling panic.

Haha. So there you go... my weird dream which was surprising vivid.

God is good, all the time

Just came back from prayer meeting. Never thought I'll actually really truly get to soak in God's presense. But I did. God was with me, His presense and being. Amazing.

I had a image impressed upon my heart. Of me and Jesus. Sorta in a side hug, with my head on His shoulder. I was reminded of the time when I was a younger Christian. Where had Jesus comforted me in the night - the night was of crying, but when dawn comes all sorrow is washed away. I realised that I had forgotten how He would comfort me in my times of sadness. My own personal God.

I read 2 Tim last night. Really spoke to me. It's been so long since I really really read the bible for what it's worth. Many verses were brought to my attention... like God speaking! In particular this one that goes sometime like that: "Reflect upon the words and God will give you insight to them"

How much do I value my relationship with GOD? This I have yet to have an answer to. But what I do know is that without God, there is no meaning, no true life. So there's no way that I'm gonna let go of God... cos I know He'll never stop loving me. This is the amazing God that I have. Want to know Him? =)

PA Crew Outing

Yessss! Finally I get to go out with my PA frenZ. FINALLY. I always can't make it for their outings.. so today I'm glad I could meet up with them once again. Really happy. Thanks to Kang Xun's efforts... HAhaha. He asked like 2 months ago to ensure that I'll be present! Hahaha. We went to Baker's Inn... but I think I won't go again... didn't reallie like the food there. (Bad word of mouth. Haha - Marketing term). Oh ya! Talking about Marketing, one of my group mates is actually my PA senior! He was the tech spec! My world's so small. Haha.

My Fabulous Redang/KL Trip!

HAhaha, about my Redang/KL trip... (was away for 2 weeks from 9th May till 23 May) it was the most fantastic overseas trip man! (duh... especially if you went with 16 peeps!)

First took a train to Seremban overnight. It was pretty cool sleeping in train bunks. A bit of a coolie feeling, except that it was much more comfortable. And the train rumblings was quite therapeutic actually... hahaha, a bit like a rocking cradle.

Then at night it was travelling again to Kuala Terengganu in a bus a.k.a the frezzer. Yup, it was that cold. I think Jasmine, Low San and Pearl became blocks of ice. Hahaha.

Anyway, the point is - Redang was GREAT! Clear water, fine sand, blue skies, multitudes of fishes, beach games, KTV-ing (not me lah, since I don't like to. :P) Ask me for the pics k!!

I got to swim wif my favourite animal!!! Sharks! Woohoo! Hahaha, but only baby ones lah. At one point I was with SIX at one go! I think I was ballistically happy. Haha. In another shorkling site there were so so so many fishes all flocking around me... they love me! (Not that the bread that I held meant anything... HAhaha). I also got the chance to see a true blue shipwreck! Pretty cool... though probably not for the sailors... :P

And the beach!! Oh man... when 16 peeps play games... it's great fun! Think we were really having fun in the sun... I probably got most of my tan (if you can even call it that) from the beach games. Loads of tanning oil everyday... yet the effect was... ahem

At night was cool... Hahaha, literally. And the stars were twinkly. With Jasmine to point out Scorpio and some other interesting astro stuff.

So all in all... Redang was fantastic. Memorable. (I'm nostalgic already. Haha)

Then I went to my aunt's house to stay. Ede, Jas, Low San and Jo went with me... haha. And the food and stay was so nice and comfortable that they stayed for 3 nights instead of 1. Haha. My aunt can cook GREAT stuff! Ask me for the pics!! Haha. So in KL I basically shopped and ate and shopped and ate (became a fat materialist. Muahaha) Until my cousin's wedding. Which was cool cos my entired extended family was present! Families are so nice.

And just before I left, I had a chance to catch Star Wars Episode 3: Revenge of the Sith for only RM6!!! Cool or what?! By the way, it's a great movie (well... nice enuff lah. Since I didn't feel like sleeping unlike the previous one.) Go catch it.

Ok. That's all for my "first" entry... hahaha. Let's hope it's not the last. HAHAHAHAhaha. Nah. Won't lah. *Cheeky grin*

I Can't Believe It...

Argh! Who would have tot that me, would jump onto the blogging wagon! Oh well... that's why my blog's entitled as such. Hahaha.

But, I want to still list out my very valid reasons for starting a blog (hahaha, just let me rant about it... I've fought off the blogging thingy for so long man! Haha).

1. Cos blogging is a good superficial view into my world (if I actually update it)
2. Cos I want to rave about my wonderful trip to Redang&KL
3. Cos I'm using 56k and it's taking forever to upgrade my MSN
4. Cos I can't beat them! So I join them lor... Hahaha

Oh, a WARNING... hahaha.... think my blog will be filled with many "haha-s". Bo bian lah... MSN chatting habit already. Plus I'm really laughing/giggling/smiling. Haha. Oh well.