My whole week was a WHIRLWIND of activities man... hahaha but this time, because my life is God-centered once again, these activities are no longer meaningless! Woo hoo!
Anyway, just came back from a pretty fun Engin Camp... really glad to have met so many new frenz.
Then this weekend (Sat and Sun respectively) celebrated Junie's and Jermaine's birthdays... HAPPY BIRTHDAY GAL/GUY!!! See, that's why I'm losing my voice!!!! Grrrr... so husky now... hahaha. (Current MSN nick: one camp + two BBQs = losing voice happily) By the way... I kena sabo-ed in during Junie's birthday!!! Hahaha, cos I was cheeky first lah... hahaha initiated all the dunking and caking. Haha. Then I kena back - water, cake and ICE WATER!!! Hahaha, evil friends I have. Haha.
Oh well... tomorrow going for another camp... CAC. Hopefully I don't fall sick... :P and continue to be a bundle of energy! Haha.
Monday, June 27, 2005
Saturday, June 18, 2005
my GOD who blessed my soul
Just came back from Church Camp 2005 "Together We Move Forward" in Port Dickson. (Btw it's only my second church camp) Our invited paster was Ps Ian Peters... I think he's great, so funny and yet so grounded in the word of God. Haha.
You know, God is so real! I think this camp means very much to me. I've received and learnt so much from God. Just thinking about it makes me feel like crying. Heehee. That's the degree of gratefulness and wonder I feel towards God's amazing greatness and love!
I think I really recieved so much... feel a bit bad in a way cos I got more... haha. But thank God, and anyway, He knows what He's doing. Haha. So, what did I receive? Just briefly:
Other than these, I also built some new relationships and strengthen old ones thoughout this camp! Really glad and blessed to have stayed with Junie, Bee Lian, Hong Ling and Xue Fang. =) Think the tertiary sisterhood is great (including those who couldn't go)!!! Thank you gals! And I thank God for being on the committee... cos I got to know people like Bro Allan, Vicky, Bro Lawrence, Melvin, Bao Ling, Sis Pei Ling and more more! I love my church!!! Hahaha. Pardon me for my joy is overflowing. Heehee.
And of course, I had great great GREAT fun! Hahahha. First, my bus ride was so happening! Hahaha... got Kimberly, Yu Feng, Linda, Fish, Lovleen, Joel Liao, Jermaine, Linny, Jac, Sher Ping and more! Think we made too much noise and laughed like crazy Hyenas . HAhahaha. I'm glad to have to know and at least talk to Jermaine a bit more. (And hence the formation of "un-glam" Hahaha) And glad to have met Jac! Haha. And then other than my bus ride... the captain's ball played in water was super crazy!!! So fun!!! And of course, late night suppers and chats and "crazy jumping".
Thank You God, for such a great retreat... for blessing my soul, my heart. Pray I keep my treasure so safely guarded!
You know, God is so real! I think this camp means very much to me. I've received and learnt so much from God. Just thinking about it makes me feel like crying. Heehee. That's the degree of gratefulness and wonder I feel towards God's amazing greatness and love!
I think I really recieved so much... feel a bit bad in a way cos I got more... haha. But thank God, and anyway, He knows what He's doing. Haha. So, what did I receive? Just briefly:
- Healing (Yeah!!!)
- Anointing of the Holy Spirit in my life to live a life of light, where ever I'm placed in.
- Forgiveness which I never thought I so so so greatly desired! (Jesus's love is greater, wider, deeper than anything that I can ever imagine... I don't deserve it, but He chose to give it, and in doing so, so greatly touched my heart. -Praise God-)
- Conviction to want to be Jesus's steward in my home - to mend my relationship with my dad and to strengthen my relationship with my mom and brother
Other than these, I also built some new relationships and strengthen old ones thoughout this camp! Really glad and blessed to have stayed with Junie, Bee Lian, Hong Ling and Xue Fang. =) Think the tertiary sisterhood is great (including those who couldn't go)!!! Thank you gals! And I thank God for being on the committee... cos I got to know people like Bro Allan, Vicky, Bro Lawrence, Melvin, Bao Ling, Sis Pei Ling and more more! I love my church!!! Hahaha. Pardon me for my joy is overflowing. Heehee.
And of course, I had great great GREAT fun! Hahahha. First, my bus ride was so happening! Hahaha... got Kimberly, Yu Feng, Linda, Fish, Lovleen, Joel Liao, Jermaine, Linny, Jac, Sher Ping and more! Think we made too much noise and laughed like crazy Hyenas . HAhahaha. I'm glad to have to know and at least talk to Jermaine a bit more. (And hence the formation of "un-glam" Hahaha) And glad to have met Jac! Haha. And then other than my bus ride... the captain's ball played in water was super crazy!!! So fun!!! And of course, late night suppers and chats and "crazy jumping".
Thank You God, for such a great retreat... for blessing my soul, my heart. Pray I keep my treasure so safely guarded!
Saturday, June 04, 2005
A dream in which I panicked
Today I woke up with a great sense of panic. Not really nice experience. Haha, let me share my weird and very vivid dream with you.
I was walking along the path which leads to my house, near the playground there. When I encounted a dog and a cat which looked like a couple. So I thought to myself, how sweet. Haha. Then I realised that they were a couple! Cos two 'kids' of theirs appeared. One looked like a cat with a dog's body and the other a dog with a cat's body. Then I thought, eww, is it possible? And then my next thought was maybe the cat is actually a dog that looks like a cat. HAha. Warpped dream so far? There's more! Haha.
Then as I was walking away, the papa dog ran towards me, and seemed to be nudging me to follow him to a nearby hole they had dug. So I followed. And to my ultimate HORROR, there was a baby (not a new born, maybe a few weeks or a couple of months) buried inside!!! She was unearthed by the dogs. And she wasn't dead, even though she was buried alive. She was crying and vomiting a bit. That's when I really really panicked.
I fumbled for my handphone and dialed 999 immediately with my heart thumping like crazy. Then I almost screamed at my phone because the police only picked it up on the third ring (which is riduculous, cos in reality they pick it up immediately). So as I was stammering out in terror about what I've witnessed, I also reached out for the baby, and attempted to soothe it. Another thought that crossed my mind was that "I know nuts about babies!!! Argh! Wish Yu Yan was here".
So while I waited, I was softly telling the baby girl dearie, it's all right, you're going to be fine, shhh, shhh. As my heart continued to beat crazily. And in my mind I thought, these cat-dogs are amazing, perhaps I should adopt them. (So diao hor?)
Ok, so until about here, I woke up in panic, semi-relief and with a tinge of disappointment. Cos the dream was cut there. I wouldn't know what happened next. And it had to go and end with me feeling panic.
Haha. So there you go... my weird dream which was surprising vivid.
I was walking along the path which leads to my house, near the playground there. When I encounted a dog and a cat which looked like a couple. So I thought to myself, how sweet. Haha. Then I realised that they were a couple! Cos two 'kids' of theirs appeared. One looked like a cat with a dog's body and the other a dog with a cat's body. Then I thought, eww, is it possible? And then my next thought was maybe the cat is actually a dog that looks like a cat. HAha. Warpped dream so far? There's more! Haha.
Then as I was walking away, the papa dog ran towards me, and seemed to be nudging me to follow him to a nearby hole they had dug. So I followed. And to my ultimate HORROR, there was a baby (not a new born, maybe a few weeks or a couple of months) buried inside!!! She was unearthed by the dogs. And she wasn't dead, even though she was buried alive. She was crying and vomiting a bit. That's when I really really panicked.
I fumbled for my handphone and dialed 999 immediately with my heart thumping like crazy. Then I almost screamed at my phone because the police only picked it up on the third ring (which is riduculous, cos in reality they pick it up immediately). So as I was stammering out in terror about what I've witnessed, I also reached out for the baby, and attempted to soothe it. Another thought that crossed my mind was that "I know nuts about babies!!! Argh! Wish Yu Yan was here".
So while I waited, I was softly telling the baby girl dearie, it's all right, you're going to be fine, shhh, shhh. As my heart continued to beat crazily. And in my mind I thought, these cat-dogs are amazing, perhaps I should adopt them. (So diao hor?)
Ok, so until about here, I woke up in panic, semi-relief and with a tinge of disappointment. Cos the dream was cut there. I wouldn't know what happened next. And it had to go and end with me feeling panic.
Haha. So there you go... my weird dream which was surprising vivid.
Friday, June 03, 2005
God is good, all the time
Just came back from prayer meeting. Never thought I'll actually really truly get to soak in God's presense. But I did. God was with me, His presense and being. Amazing.
I had a image impressed upon my heart. Of me and Jesus. Sorta in a side hug, with my head on His shoulder. I was reminded of the time when I was a younger Christian. Where had Jesus comforted me in the night - the night was of crying, but when dawn comes all sorrow is washed away. I realised that I had forgotten how He would comfort me in my times of sadness. My own personal God.
I read 2 Tim last night. Really spoke to me. It's been so long since I really really read the bible for what it's worth. Many verses were brought to my attention... like God speaking! In particular this one that goes sometime like that: "Reflect upon the words and God will give you insight to them"
How much do I value my relationship with GOD? This I have yet to have an answer to. But what I do know is that without God, there is no meaning, no true life. So there's no way that I'm gonna let go of God... cos I know He'll never stop loving me. This is the amazing God that I have. Want to know Him? =)
I had a image impressed upon my heart. Of me and Jesus. Sorta in a side hug, with my head on His shoulder. I was reminded of the time when I was a younger Christian. Where had Jesus comforted me in the night - the night was of crying, but when dawn comes all sorrow is washed away. I realised that I had forgotten how He would comfort me in my times of sadness. My own personal God.
I read 2 Tim last night. Really spoke to me. It's been so long since I really really read the bible for what it's worth. Many verses were brought to my attention... like God speaking! In particular this one that goes sometime like that: "Reflect upon the words and God will give you insight to them"
How much do I value my relationship with GOD? This I have yet to have an answer to. But what I do know is that without God, there is no meaning, no true life. So there's no way that I'm gonna let go of God... cos I know He'll never stop loving me. This is the amazing God that I have. Want to know Him? =)
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